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The Love Of My Life

Heidi, I truly love you with all my heart and soul. I just wish you could understand how much.It makes no sense why you would even consider going to him after he totally did you wrong by cheating on you and giving you things you will live with the rest of your life.I dont know why you turned on me like you did but as you kept telling me,that he never made you happy. He cheated on you all the time so you said. But sweetheart ive never cheated on you. I tried my best to prove to you that I loved you more than anything.You have destroyed my life as i ever knew it. I hope you never have to experience pain like I am. I hope you liked the breakfast I brought to you this morning and the flowers I sent you Friday. Heidi I will never Ever be able to be with another woman because of you. You ripped my heart and soul out of my chest.You cant feel the pain I have but I have to live with it 4 the rest of my life. Maybe one day you will see just how much i did 4 you and maybe just maybe you will see i really loved you more than you thought. I wish you the best but i think your making a huge mistake. You said he was a control freak, well guess what? You must want to be controlled by someone who could care less of you. I was totally different. I never controlled you, I tried my best to help you in every way i could. How you can sleep at night is beyond me.Things were going good untill you did this. My love kept growing 4 u.You wont hear from me anymore. But u know as well as i do I will love you 4 ever and ever. I just wish you wouldnt make this huge mistake. Its like you said I guess. Its all about the money instead of love now so thats why im out on the street on my own. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND CARE ABOUT YOU. So if you want true love come find me. if you just want junk in your life well you have it. I love you sweetheart and always will. You will always be an angel in my eyes. I really miss you.If there was any way of changing my past i really would. Please come back 2 me princess and i promise i will take care and love you 4ever. You know I love you Heidi...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...I Love You So Much...